a night of thoughts

is it you? or is it me?

or is it how it is all supposed to be?

i still don't get what went wrong

my broken heart still sings that song

if i had my way i never get over you

i just don't know what to do?

i wonder why i loved you so much

now i feel the need of your touch

why do you always do this to me?

it hurts me like hell, can't you see?

it's another console lie

i am tired baby, i don't wanna give it a try

no more pain, no more tear

i want it to be crystal clear

i feel so lonely & helpless here

now i let myself be sincere

i wish you stayed

the surprise attack dismayed

i want to be as stiff

i am still in deep disbelief

vision is blurry, senses weakened

you're physically here, but mentally gone

it's 3 am & i have school

so i fake a smile & pretend to yawn

now its too late at night

i hope tomorrow everything will be allright