caged

times passed by and relationships changed

all of a sudden the atmosphere became unknown and strange

the reality was just misted by you

whereas reality stood at its place, the way it should

I've lost myself, I've lost it all

there will be no one to catch me when I fall

I was afraid to loose you, so petrified

so dependent, thought I always needed you by my side

but when I opened my eyes a little more wide

I found something was so not right

I don't belong to anybody, not even you

when I leave, you may shed tears one or a few

the pain of my emptiness is now unbearable

with you I've became so dependent, so feeble

was this me? definately not

its not the girl for whom I've always fought

the roots of my emotions were burnt long ago

I won't get back to anyways, it's a final no

why do I have to think of you before I do something?

I never had to ask anyone for anything

I'm leaving, I can take care of myself

I'm sorry because I let go, I no more need your invisible help

you pushed me deeper in the darkness but you should have pulled me out

I can't keep it inside, I can't let my soul shout

I'm not your slave, you know you did me wrong

its ironic but your absence just made me strong

I'm a free bird, for flying is what I'm made

I realized that I'm just not to be caged