Even when

I may be alive but totally numb

I still have a soul, crushed into crumbs

I try to cover my flaws & stop my tears

but on the inside it just increases my fears

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

so what's the secret I don't know about?

your presence is what I can't live without

how you used to adore everything I do

I still love you, do you love me too?

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

how sincerely you promised to never let me down

your favourite smile has turned into a permanent frown

are you real or are you reel?

hold my hand tightly, make me feel

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

how we made each other so strong

then how can you let everything go wrong?

don't make me believe that it won't be the same

you mean the world to me, its not a game

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

you always wanted to see me safe and sound

then how come you didn't notice my wound?

as each second passes by, you go a little more away

I'm a million steps away from myself these days

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

Can't we start over again & make it like before?

I can't breath, my heart isn't beating anymore

I can't recognize who I am today

I have moved so far from yesterday

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

don't waste time, don't wait till I repose

I forgot thorns comes along with rose

you gifted me with agony, tears and disregard

& life gave me ultimate end as reward

even when I know you won't come

even when I know you're forever gone

Eyes don't lie

Its hard for me to believe what I see

to see walk by so carelessly

I may live, I may die

but our faded love, you can never justify

My lips may lie but my eyes can't

Just like yesterday as it seems

we were in love & unreal were my dreams

so tell me, for how long can you pretend?

give me a reason to believe that its the end

My lips may lie but my eyes can't

do you know how alone I'm after you betrayed?

the only one I can rely on is my dear blade

how can I believe that you're gone?

they don't know you, I know they are all wrong

My lips may lie but my eyes can't

I'll close my eyes & wait until you disappear

but when I opened my eyes you were still here

though its hard to accept but its the bitter truth

suddenly the atmosphere became uncouth

My lips may lie but my eyes can't

burying all the love and affection

now all that's left is unbearable affliction

give me a way to fill my desolation

was it really love or just an infatuation?

My lips may lie but my eyes can't

I miss you

the right time never arrives, you've to make it right

so stop it now, all the lies, excuses and fights

its merely useless of sticking together

even you know, it won't be like before ever

I miss you.

where's my guy who was so understanding?

where's my guy so loving and caring?

did he get lost or you hid him somewhere?

i thought what I had was precious and rare.

I miss you.

you promised to be with me & help me to get through

my feelings were pure, were yours too?

then why did you leave me when I needed you the most?

you left crying and screaming in the middle of the road

I miss you.

I just want you to know that you're the one

when I said, I mean it, its you or none

i know we won't ever get back our old essence

your lies hurt me more than your absence

I miss you.

as you said, I always needed to be strong

but I never expected you to point out my wrongs

everything you did me, was it fake?

the tears I've cried for you would have filled a lake

I miss you.

the clothes you left, they smell just like you

my mind say I don't miss you but my heart screams I do

now I'm stuck between truth and lie

I tried hard even heaven won't deny

I miss you.

why can't you be the guy again I loved so dearly?

now I can see the truth, oh! so clearly

I wish to erase your memories and move on

but I can't let it go, it's way too strong

I miss you.

It's you who will decide whether I'll go or stay

either get back to your old self or I'm going away

think about it, relax and take a seat

nothing will be left then, if we ever meet

I miss you.