changes

still wondering how unexpectedly you came to my life

when my most trusted ones had stabbed me with me betrayal's knife

I was groaning and moaning inside, every day and night

expecting someone to hug me spreading my arms wide

little things that you do makes me feel like I'm on cloud nine

everything is so beautifully different, now I'm perfectly fine

it brings a smile on my face whenever I think about the beginning of our love

undoubtedly it can be compared to the purity of a white dove

do you remember red roses you gave me?

they are safely preserved in my diary

the first you held my hand

leaning on you, we walked for hours on sand

as days passes by our love becomes deeper and true

because I know whatever mess I may be in, you will be there to help me through

everybody is not the same, I've learnt with you

I'm satisfied with my loved ones, which are left very few

I wanted to fly but i didn't have wings

but you came along and you changed everything

from my life and me you erased the word called "lie"

I promise to love you until the moment I die

the magic of rain

It's raining since the morning, everything is blurry

but you asked me not to worry

I try to be calm uttering some incantation

hoping it may lessen my old suffocation

these tiny magical droplets brings a new hope

to my endless sorrows, it works as a rope

I have been waiting you for so long

and have written numerous sad songs

my frozen tears are normal again

I am flushed with confidence, it can't be tamed

it's so cold, I'm quivering now

I have so much to you, I won't you say a single vow

somehow I will try to hide the slits on my wrist

years back these were the hands you kissed

I start playing my guitar to distract myself

within myself I wonder will this help?

I am looking out with a lost stare

won't you ever understand how much I care?

why do you want me to repeat it all when you never hear?

I already lost you, I fear

It's night now, I am subdued and sleep- deprived

but I will be waiting for you, spreading my arms wide.