I hate you

I hate you because you let me go

I hate you because you let me do anything even when you knew its wrong

I hate you because you don't tell me when you're hurt

I hate you because you never understood why I fight with you

I hate you because you hid your tears

I hate you because you never let me feel that you're scared

I hate you because you never showed me your pain

I hate you because you never hugged me drenched in rain

I hate you because you always faked a smile

I hate you because you were crying inside all this while

I hate you because you always let me feel I am right

I hate you because you never said I'm always on your mind

I hate you because for me you never cared about time

I hate you because you were so loyally mine

I hate you because you never understood I love you so

and at-last I hate you the most because

you never admitted you love me more.....!

absent love

why did you have to change?
is this a form of revenge?
it feels so strange.
only last night everything was fine.
i was waiting for the sun to shine
but it never shone for me again
you were already gone
without even saying the last goodbye
and i kept wondering why
why are good times so short lived?
all i have is your memories and endless questions
why you crushed me if you have ever loved me?
i will keep waiting till my last breath
but will you come after forever?
forever ends so soon
but we will be together for million monsoon.