the shades of love

you came like breeze
you left like a storm
from the dark reds & rainbow
the colors left now are dark & hollow
i remember the kisses & holding hand

everything washed away like a name in the sand
the memories which will be there forever
the time spent together which can't be forgotten ever
the blood red pretty roses
and the deep love and affection it poses
the big boxes of dark chocolate
how can you just get over it mate?
i can't be a stone
all you left me with is pain & reasons to moan
the first touch of the divine rain
we have to move on now or then
you came like a breeze
you left like a storm
..................................

fake a smile

you see me & think I'm happy right?
little do you know that i cry every day & every night
you left at a point of no return
i know i am going in a wrong direction turn by turn
dieing to hear your voice calling my name
just when i realized it won't ever be the same
all the dirty games you played & the fake promises you made
i can't see any ray of hope only darkness & sorrow remains
why'd you have to leave?
i can't take the pain of seeing no more you and me
you were such a great guy three months later
i am still in grief
i just want you to be here with me
it's 1 am but i am still wide awake
because i am still lost in shock
show me a girl who stands up nice and tall
when the world is collapsed around me
i can't lean against a wall
i would always wear a smile & i can't even break
even though my heart is broken & my smile is really fake.